william

this song is me. entirely. i wanted it to sound like lavender town was a banger. originally this was meant to end the album, but life circumstances proved to me that hating one's self can be a vanity worse than trying to please one's ego. the only true way is forward, and that's what the next song is about.

but there's still beauty in what i found here. this is me at my most blunt, me feeling what i truly feel. about the indoctrination of the world, my experience in psychiatry, the way my 'day ones'' made me feel, the way the world has made me feel. knowing my eternal soul, and remembering the cycle of destruction we've inflicted upon the animals proved to me that there's some amount of nature in all of this. human nature is being turned on its head to commodify suffering, to turn hurting each other into a sport for those above us.

this may not make sense, but it makes sense to me. it's one of the only things that does. and that's what the song is about.